Now you can give your wife mind-blowing orrgasms.

this week i am getting all my ducks in a row so that this weekend i can hole up and sew myself some desperately needed skirts for church and summer

cate what did you play on the computer then

what a few hours on a sunny day can do for you

Off to the kindergarten valentine party

and how every plan ive ever made has been reconstructed into something harder and better than what i laid out as my own agenda

cate (incredulously) what were you a child of adam and eve

from brora

from the spring/summer 09 toast catalog

and i cheat like alot well usually i ease up on weekends but i feel so crappy and bloated again that i cant wait to start eating right on monday but i have kind of had to tell myself this is just the new lifestyle and if i want to indulge every now and again im going to cause id rather die than not be able to have some chips and guac or a slice of cake every now and again so if i eat like this 90% of the time then ive noticed that my body or the scale doesnt mind if i wander in my choices a bit the other 10% exercising everyday helps with this too i feel like its a great trade off- feeling great and a regular period for a little self control

feeling so inspired

lunch whole wheat pita with tuna or deli meat or a big salad with grilled chicken

but the commonality between each experience was- it was out of my hands i occasionally fell in love with someone who couldnt be had i occasionally had to run from someone who wouldnt let me go

the girl loves a project i mean LOVES it was like so fun to her to print them off plan how she wanted to present them go to the store for candy sign and put them together she just bossed me around and made sure i tied the string right

and then i found myself a mother funny i thought id teach awhile longer and have grant all to myself and save some money

from toast

ten months after we were married i was a stay at home mom living the student life again while grant went back to school a few months later another unplanned event- my mom passed away suddenly

i never thought life would then take me to utah to attend byu and then off to serve as a missionary for a year and a half but it did and it was hardest most surprising most rewarding experience of my life