all the sudden im 30 i thought id be driving a mini van full of kids and happily decorating my own home but life has shown me again that i am not in control and as i wait for more children and a sense of being settled
feeling so inspired
Off to the kindergarten valentine party
where are neighborhoods like that anymore with bushes big enough to hide in and kids that go around the block together all afternoon and normal sized houses and the old winkfields next door ok i dont need the winkfields but id sure love to give my kids the rest
i spent a few years calming down my teen angst and attempting to grow up i loved san luis obispo i was ready to chill there for good
ok its hard to stop i love every song
im loving babies & mamas sunshine happy rooms and cool colors
i swear nothing makes me happier than a peaceful space and some needles jin
lunch whole wheat pita with tuna or deli meat or a big salad with grilled chicken
i do have one faithful companion who is braving the germs penny the pug russell
secondly i must say i know carbohydrates arent bad i know bread is life and wheat is the staff of life a lot of fruits and veggies are quite sugary/ starchy for almost everyone eating all these foods in moderation will do them fine but remember i am trying to regulate an abnormality to a diabetic sugar is the devil to someone with celiac disease wheat is the devil to someone with milk allergies dairy is the devel and what ive come to believe that for some women who dont ovulate high blood sugar may be their devil and it definately is mine
goal peaceful nights productive days
i had a really tumultuous teenager-hood i was a happy and smart little kid it was surprising when so much angst welled up inside me
and then that got me thinking that really its not just while laying in bed that she is watching out for me
she didnt want to print off her name- signing was a must
i spent a few hours organizing my yarn and needles into that armoire
i went to the fabric store tonight in search of prints to make some new spring scarves with some will probably end up in the shop too i just love this look also i love toast (the catalog and the cooked bread)
off to the kindergarten valentines day party
and then i found myself a mother funny i thought id teach awhile longer and have grant all to myself and save some money
and again when you are at a good weight and having regular cycles you can absolutely add in a lot more whole wheat and whole grain foods as well as all fruits and vegetables and other good carbs like beans if your cycles get a little kooky or you gain weight thats when you know you need to reduce again
but the pattern is still available
i got a lot emails about what i eat and how it effects pcos- so i hope you dont mind if i just answer all the questions here instead of going through each email
a little note for my valentine
from anthro
remember how i was so proud that my room was clean and i was knitting well i still am
me um we didnt have disney games when i was five
i am given glimpses of the why and the good and the reasons and the plan the bigger picture and the necessity for some to not fit the mold
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